♥ Jasmine's

Promises ??

2011-10-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

It's just a word , to console/convince/comfort etc .
I was promised to so many things .. but people around me just keep giving me empty promises .
Sick and tired of all the lies and excuses .

Good night .

Fear no bitch .

2011-09-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

Girl's nature , JEALOUSY .
Never will you survive in a city of all girls , a little bitchiness is all you need to deal with all bitches around .

So what is love all about ?? (For girls)

2011-09-14T00:45:00.000-07:00

Single wish to be attached , attached wish to be married , married wish to be dead .

WHY ?

Singles wants to be attached because of loneliness mainly ,
attached wish to be married because afraid of losing the other party ,
married wish to be dead because either one , or both parties get bored of the other party and lots of other nonsense .

Now I'm at the age of 18 , seeing girls at younger age maybe like 13 , 14 and even big girls at 20 crying over their boyfriends , facing breakups and lots of other bullshits .

Here are some facts about guys :
- All men cheats ( at least a freaking two three times in every relationships , because (read the last fact) )
- Get irritated easily ( which leads to abusing their wives like beating them )
- love beautiful girls with a stupid brain
- petty
- forgetful ( even with the lies they told )
- are like bees , attracted to every beautiful flower they sees

I've dated a few , and my verdict is , they're ALL THE SAME .
See , 9 out of 10 guys cheat . The only one who doesn't/can't cheat is a monk or gay . Yes gays don't cheat because they're like women , faithful and loving .
Men can't love you forever , they love you to satisfy themselves .( You know what I'm referring to )
They only love the beautiful you , when you start to gain weight , or get pimple breakouts and start being lazy about taking care of yourself , they'll start looking at other women .
CHEATING
is the main problem about men ,
they cheat because they get bored of fucking your same exact virgina , seeing your same exact face and body . It doesn't matter about boob sizes , seriously . Be it if you're Candice Michelle or Megan Fox , no matter how hot and attractive your body is , once they sees a naked body several times it becomes a commonplace . And they've become accustomed to your body and want to experience something different .
No men can love you eternity like you can , girls .
So if you're planning to get married with your guy , you'll have to be very strong to face all the lies , betrayals . Okay it is to close an eye , see only the good things about your men , this is the so called "trust" in men's dictionary , and you'll have a "wonderful" marriage *winks* . Only bonkers do that , yes almost all of the women are bonkers .
If you're 14 , 15 when you're still in your schooling days , don't get into a relationship . It's a waste of time , you'll need time for quarrels , crying , hurting yourself like cutting your wrist trying to suicide and healing a broken heart ...... Tell you what , all the time you're wasting are taking more than the sweetest moment at the start of the relationship . And when the time you reaches 18 19 , look back , and you'll CRY . You'll feel that having bf at young age is like a full of nonsense and dramas thingy . That's how I felt .
Most humans cannot stay single for their whole life , and so far i think the best way to prevent yourself from getting hurt in a relationship is to not commit your whole heart in the relationship , be it 20 or 30 years , cause you'll never know when will your men cheat on you . And also by not committing your whole heart in a relationship is where you give yourself happiness , and not from your guy . You can't depend on your guy for happiness , because once they leave you , you'll be left with nothing .
I bet nobody wants that .
I post this , because it was a lesson i learned , from all the heartbreaks caused by my ex(s) , all the cryings , wrist cutting and a lot of other bullshits i did to hurt myself after the breakups . And as I grew older , I finally came to realize that I was a real moron . I learned to love myself even more , zero guys can hurt me , I think I'm beautifully awesome and I'm proud to be me .

WHAT A JOKE

2011-06-13T08:32:00.000-07:00

I've not mentioned before in my blog or twitter that I hate my bf's yi po(cousin of his grandma) , before it was all tolerable . But NOW , I can't fucking stand her anymore , she've gone overboard .

Here's the story ..

A year ago , I started staying over at my bf's place every weekend . So far so good for the first few months , no problem at all , everything got worse after . There's 2 toilets in the house , one is at the living room and another is at my bf's grandma's room .

I always use the one at the living room because I think its rude to go into other people's room . Everyone in the house uses the toilet in the room except for yi po and her friend , because the living room toilet is so called " their toilet " whatever lah hor . So I asked my bf to use that toilet also because I don't wanna be the only one using their toilet , feels weird .

I bought my own shampoo , conditioner all the things that I need for shower , but I didn't leave any of my things in their toilet because I think its rude .

My bf uses my stuffs to bath also , there's once he showered at their toilet , forgotten to keep the stuffs , when I came back and wanted to shower , guesss what ! Inside my conditioner is filled with

fabric softener .

NO ONE actually use their toilet , and my bf won't be so bo liao to put those in my conditioner , because he needed it for himself too .

I just don't understand her , she can simply open her mouth and speak , tell me that she don't like us to use her toilet , and I will stop using .

I was really really upset , I hate her so much . At that point I have this " the more she don't like me to use her toilet , the more I wanna use " thought in my mind , well I still have it now though .

Yes I didn't stop using her toilet .

I bought a new conditioner , share it with my bf's sister Grace .

I wrote something on my conditioner bottle , it says " Grace and Jasmine's only : USE AND DIE "

my bf told me to write " USE AND DIE " and I wrote , its for fun anyway .

As I really hate her and I wanted to make her so much , so I left my conditioner in her toilet (: .

Few minutes later , Jw came and told me that she said something about the conditioner , she said that my English is not accepted in SINGAPORE .

LMFAO JOKE !

Criticize my English siah , wow ! I've never fail any of my English test or exams from primary 1 till sec 2 when I dropped out , I swear .

I don't mean I speak , type or write perfect English , but at least people understand what I'm talking , typing or writing .

Okay , let me show you a picture , you might laugh at these

THIS WAS WROTE BY HER .

Look at the first and last sentence , especially the last one . Lol , her English is accepted by Singapore ? What the fuck is "KEEP THE TOILET COVER STAND UP AND DRY AFTER USE" ?!

This , is the kind of person who judges others and has never see herself in the mirror first .

Singapore most retarded face champion

These 2 pictures are for comparison sake ,

because she had said that I'm ugly , and my bf's fat . LOL ! I'm not saying that I'm extremely pretty and my bf is super slim , but just look at her , WHO IS SHE TO CRITICIZE US OR ANYBODY ELSE ?!

She got F9 for English (FACTS) , and her looks and figure are really CMI (FACTS) .

Nobody will wanna have sex with her , confirm (FACTS) .

I'm not being nasty ,
I can criticize because I've looked myself in the mirror and my English is obviously better compared to hers .

(FACTS)

HAHAHA FUCK YOU BITCH !

Changed pink housing/Town for ice creams and movies ..

2011-06-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

It's finally my off day like after-so-long .
Went out to town with hubby , his sister and Jw for ice creams at Cold stone creamery then to cine for lunch and movie .
Caught Dylan Dog and I gotta say that movie was awesome , I laughed throughout the whole entire movie , went home after that .

And here are some neoprints we took after lunch .

Backed home and got my blackberry housing changed . It's "pinkberry" now and I love it !
My handsome brother did everything for me , he's fucking awesome .
Here are the pictures of my "pinkberry" !

My so called "PINKBERRY"

Chio casing bought from a pushcart at cine .

Okay that's it for now .
Good night ~

What is life filled of ??

2011-04-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

No one can ever live without stress , agree ?
Everyone face stress with studies , work , family , bills , everything .
Just recently I submitted a resignation letter .
I made this decision is not mainly because of money problem .
2nd reason , stress . When I first started my job , Ella was my nanny(at work) , she took care of me , she have to teach me everything . Yes , EVERYTHING .
1st week passed , I mastered so many things , classical swedish massage , retreat signature massage , aroma therapy , most of the treatments in the menu . Just one little problem , I always have problem with my housekeeping .
Is either I have forgotten to replace new plastic bags in the bin , or change the shampoo bottle , or any other things .
I always get criticism from other colleagues , and I'm sick and tired of it .
I don't have good memory , I gotta admit that . Yah , I know I suck .

WHY DO THEY CRITICISE ?
1. Make me feel bad to worse , OR
2. Make Ella feel that she has not put in responsibility for being my nanny , OR MOST PROLLY
3. They're jealous

YES , JEALOUS .
Everyone has their own bad habit at work , like forgetful(me) , lazy , being late for work , things like that ..
I'm always on time for work , I was never lazy , just forgetful .
JUST FORGETFUL ONLY , its not like I don't wanna do ?
Coming late for work is more serious , but why is it everyone targeting me about my forgetfulness and not that late person ?
Lateness can delay customer's treatment and even lose a customer .
WHY THEY TARGET ME ?
I mentioned before in my previous previous post that I was the top sales on Feb which was my second month , my commission was 700++ .
Just after it was announced , that's when they started criticizing about my housekeeping whatever shit .
They came to work to observe me , wait for me to make mistakes , or just make up some ridiculous stories and tell the boss .
Kena once , I did closing alone , I made sure everything was done properly , off the air con and the lights . I was very sure I left the place with everything done nicely , because I went to check over and over again .
The next day I came to work in the afternoon shift , Miss Sim(boss) asked why did I forget to off the air con last night .
First thing that came into my mind was ' I KNEW IT ' .
Yes , I knew someone will gonna make something out , that's why I did the closing very carefully , my 6th sense was never wrong .
I just remained silent , I don't bother to explain because Miss Sim must have heard lots of grandmother stories from other therapist for the pass few years when they did mistakes like this . Human being always have the tendency to explain or find excuses to cover their own mistakes , I mean some human being , not all .
I truly respect those people that apologise straight when they're wrong , because they don't find it hard to say ' sorry ' .
See ah , most of the people will go like ' is it ? ' When someone told them their mistakes , then they will start telling their grandmother story , even if they apologise , it'll always happen after they finish their grandmother stories .

Okay , i'm tired of typing , I just feel that life is full of bullshits .
I hate jealous people , jealousy can really made someone go crazy .
Jealousy kills . So people , please don't be jealous no matter how good looking is your best friend , how other people are better than you , just don't , it may drive you to do something crazy and hurt someone *winks .

Okay byee !

Good bye ..

2011-03-24T18:53:00.000-07:00

Nick(my favorite manager) resigned 2 days ago , don't know when in the world will we ever see him again , hope he'll be doing good !
Back to January 2011 , when I just joined , I hated him so much and I even cursed him to die . Very very bad , I know . During Feb , he helped me so much , ask me back to back everyday , and my commission reached 700 ++ until other colleagues gossip about me , but it's okay .
In the beginning of March , Ella saw the schedule for the second last week of March , there's no more Nick in it . I knew he's gonna leave and it's really sad , that thing was in my head for a long time , thinking why is he leaving so soon . Until the 22th March , Nick was having dinner in the pantry , he asked me to go and take care of the counter , I just said ' wah lao , you very mafan(troublesome) leh ! Everytime order me to do this and that . ' , and he said ' Haha okay lah , let me disturb you for the last time then its my last day tomorrow . ' I kinda regretted using that attitude to reply him when he asked me to take care of the counter , felt very guilty , I might hurt his feelings .. I asked him ' Nick , why are you leaving us ? We not good meh .. ' He didn't tell me the reason why he's leaving , he just told me ' since when I say you not good ? zui ke ai jiu shi ni le . Eh , help me take care of the counter , I go toilet ' he just refused to tell me why . So never mind lor , we celebrated his farewell on the 23th , here are the pictures !

Hope you're doing well Nick !
Take care .